Friday, April 19, 2019

Where Have I Been?

Hey guys. I know its been a super long time since I've posted anything on this blog. Honestly, I haven't really been on my blog for a bunch of reasons and I'm making this post to share with you what those reasons are. Also I want to share with you the ups and downs of having a blog so that you can see that sometimes when someone who has higher views, doesn't, mean everything is easy for them. We all go through rough patches.

I have been lost. My blog is doing super well but I just been feeling like I don't know what I'm doing. I've been coming up with a lot of ideas for my brand, however, I been in a rut when it comes to putting these ideas into play. I've been on this journey of trying to figure out who I am and what I really want.

Being an adult trying to put yourself on a great path as to where you can live life a little more comfortably can be challenging. I really do feel like I failed myself and I most definitely failed you guys. I'm supposed to bring you all some content and I have been doing the total opposite of that. It's like one moment I get it together and I'm all fired up and ready to go, then, it's like I fall back into that state where I just don't want to do anything at all. Then, I start to over think and get to the point where I feel like nothing is going to work out.

It's sad to see how I'm falling behind because my blog has really been growing... especially my email list. Then, I also have been trying to be consistent on my YouTube channel, but that's not going exactly as planned. I posted two videos and that's it. After that, I just stopped. I don't know whether it's that I need some encouraging words or what. You know how that saying goes "if you really want something, you'll do whatever in you can to get it"? Sometimes, I feel like it's not as easy as that.

I really want to get my shit together and I'm going to! I'm putting this 30 day challenge together to help me as well as whoever else, get their shit together! If you would like to be apart of these challenge, please don't hesitate to reach out to me via email or use the contact form on my site.

If this post is all over the place, I really do apologize, I'm just trying to get everything out.

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